SECRET.

Sshhshhhh.............oooooooh
"It's a secret............You mustn't tell"...
"I mustn't tell"
Sshhshhhh............oooooooh
"O.k...it must be down here"
"It's still alive..........still breathing!"
Crouching....lifting arms outstretched
To the sky........
"Where's the sky?.......where's the sky?"
I'm still alive.......I'm still breathing........
I'm still here.......I'm still here!"

I am ....I am here.....
I am ....I am here.....
Still here!
I am ....I am here.....
I am ....I am here.....
Still here....I'm still here!
Didn't you see?
Didn't you see?
Why didn't you see?
Why didn't you see?
I am here....
I am still here.....
I am here.....I'm still
I'm still here!

My right palm.....raising to the sky.....
High....to the power of heaven....(energy)
My left palm...
Directed flat down toward the earth....
Returning energy......(directing).

I'm twirling - winding -
Whirling - twisting - twining -
I'm swirling - - twirling -
Unwinding twining -
My skirt is spinning - raising -
Praising - stain erasing -
To decontaminate..........
I'm praising - crazing -
Whirling - - twirling - - spinning -
I'm coiling - unspoiling -
Unspoiling the spoiling.....To decontaminate!


I am here....I'm still here....
I'm still breathing....can't you hear?
Why can't you hear?....I'm still here!
I am still here!

I am....I am here.....
I am....I am here.....
Still...here.....
I am....I am here.....
I am....I am here
Still here....I'm still here!
Didn't you hear?....
Didn't you hear?....
Why can't you hear?
Why can't you hear?
I'm still here....I am still here.....
Can't you hear?....Why can't you hear?

Shh.....Here...it's coming from here....
Down here.....
"It's alright....it's alright....we're here....
You'll be alright now"....
"It's a secret"
"Sshhh...it's alright"
"But I mustn't tell"
"Don't worry...you're safe now...
You're safe now.....you'll be alright now"....
"But it's a secret"
"Don't you worry...when you're ready....
In your own time".....
"It's a secret"......
"You're safe now.....sshhhh
Sshhhh".


LILY POLLEN.

My hands are dyed with lily pollen.
My mouth is dry - my eyes are swollen.
How could this be? ....How could this be?

I'm so alone - I'm so alone -
Under the stairs.
I'm so afraid - I'm so afraid -
Under the stairs.

My eyes were wide - my hope was open.
I cannot hide my heart - it is broken!
How could this be? ....How could this be?

I'm so alone - I'm so alone -
Under the stairs.
I'm so afraid - I'm so afraid -
Under the stairs.

I'm so cold - I'm so cold -
Under the stairs.
I'm so scared - I'm so scared -
Under the stairs.

I'm so alone - I'm so alone -
Under the stairs.
I'm so afraid - I'm so afraid -
Under the stairs.

I'm so alone - I'm so alone -
Under the stairs.
I'm so afraid - I'm so afraid -
Under the stairs.

I'm so alone - I'm so alone -
Under the stairs.
I'm so afraid - I'm so afraid -
Under the stairs.


I'm so cold - I'm so cold -
Under the stairs.
I'm so scared - I'm so scared -
Under the stairs.

I'm so alone - I'm so alone -
Under the stairs.
I'm so afraid - I'm so afraid -
Under the stairs.

My skin is dyed like mustard yellow.
My hands are tied - I cannot follow.
How could this be? ....How could this be?

I'm so alone - I'm so alone!

I'm so cold - I'm so cold!